Why do people try to force their own opinions onto you?
Have you ever had that happen (you're having that happen RIGHT now), isn't it annoying?
I think so.
I'm just annoyed, fed up, pissed off, and that's why I want a perspective all my own.
I'm too diplomatic (nice word for "I don't want to create any drama, but I still want to vent my woes") to post this somewhere where someone can read it ... well someone who might create a problem, but first I'll start off with my day.
Ever felt intimidated? Scared?
I've always said, the best weapon for any occaision is looking fabulous. Sounds vain ... I know, and it is, but it's also very true. If you're about to confront a total ... biatch, and about to tell her she's a total ... biatch, then it's better to look hott rather then not hott, and even better ... hotter then her. If you're about to die ... rather be remebered gorgeous then not. If you're going to go to a warzone the best weapons ... looking dead shot gorgeous (you may quote that). It works like this ... people (males) get distracted easily, look hott, and its easy. Of course there are exceptions, the exceptions being the whole male population, and some certain situations, but it works.
Anyways, I was not prepared. My weapon was my defense of the whole "I don't give a crap" aura kind of thing. Totally not true. I did. But oh well, I had only a smudge of eyeliner, and a fake smile on my face and I went to the party, with my two sizes too big jeans and T-shirt. Mmmm sexy.
I was really scared I would turn out to be the dorky girl in crappy wear surrounded by hott girls in swimsuits. I didn't. A friend let me borrow a swimsuit (one piece, my tummy is now ... white, but it never turns WHITE, thank goodness I'm asian, huh?) and it hugged my curves (for an asian I'm rather veloptuous, however you spell that stupid adjective) and made my legs look fat, but I'm not making a stupid girly blog about how I gained/lost weight toda so I'll stop there. But anyways my eyes now hurt, and my skin stings, but today has made me change my philosophy.
Maybe the best weapon is confidence.
But looking great can give you confidence.
So it's a tie, but whatever.
